don’t really want to be here
would rather be home, but after a day of football i needed some human contact. not getting it here, but hokay.i spent the day mostly indoors (almost said moistly). I’m feeling like someone who hasn’t had any sunlight for 6 years. solitary confinement. D-deficient.
i managed some anti-hoarding today. disposing of books and magazines. it’s hard work for me becaue i feel like i can always make some use of virtually anything. for web content. scan and trash. i left stacks of books in the lobby of the apartment building, feeling a visceral sense of competitiveness. i want all my books to be taken by passers-by, for validation. i gauge the value of my print matter collection by how quickly they disappear when i leave them up for grabs.
